My Baby is 4 mos old!

My baby is 4 mos old!  Where has the time gone!  I just got my new lense and camera for my Birthday so have been having a wee bit of fun with it all!  And finally got the time to capture him for a 4 mos session! 

He has been at absolute joy!  And maybe because he is my last I just want to pick him up when he sleeps, and snuggle him when I should really let him be......well because these days don't last forever and time goes by so fast that making sure I just absorb myself in the moment is so important to me this time around......I don't want to forget, although I know I will forget some moments......all that said....maybe, just maybe, Mr.Kian may be a wee bit spoiled?......maybe a Mamma's boy?........yes (hang my head in shame)  I just can't put him down, I kiss him way to much, I hold him when he sleeps and way too frequently pull him into bed with me and fall asleep to the sweet smell of my baby!  Yes he is my new addiction.....well him and cloth nappies!  lol

He has a devlish little Elvis grin, snorts regularly in contentment when I hold him and loves to eat my face at any given opportunity!  Which I am so okay with!  He is just starting to get some pretty good hand eye coordination and show some real interest in what I am eating or drinking!  Kian.....LISTEN slow down!  I said in the beginning that if I could keep him a newborn forever I would! but now that his personality is developing and I am seeing this baby grow into my little boy, I don't know......... maybe I am not so sure of that any more!  Although I miss those newborn snuggles, I am so in love with my little squishy and who he is becoming......I fall deeper and more in love every day! 

Happy 4 mos baby boy!  You are just so intoxicating, and I have fallen head over heels in love!  ♥

My Vow to my Babies!

My Blankey and I!

Well This is my sweet little number 3 and WOW number 3 is a world of fun and he is very much like my Father!  They are leo's so you can well imagine the struggle for spotlight in my house when the two of them are together!  LOL  They love the attention!

Recently we have added another sweet little addition to our family and while 4 is so much MORE fun! ;) I feel as though my little Ozzy is somehow struggling with not being the baby anymore!  AND maybe it's just me struggling with the fact that he is growing up so fast and that I feel everynight I go to bed with babies and the next day I wake up and they are a year older........

One of Ozzy's favorite things is his Blankey!
Time flies and so I took him out hoping to capture how I see him with his blankey and how much he is still very much my baby! 



This is my vow to you my sweet little Ozzy (and ALL of my babies). 

I vow to always remind you of that comfort that you felt as a child! I vow to always be your blankey!  To be there when you need a shoulder to cry on!  To rejoice in all of your triumphs......to cry in quietness in your sorrows when you are not looking, but tell you that you need to toughen up and take the hits as they come.  You are stronger than you think....you are just as strong as that blankey!  You will have to overcome hurdles in life that I never want you to have to encounter as a Mama.....but I know that this will build your character and mold you into the grand person that you will become.

 

I vow to snuggle you for as long as you will let me...to tell you I love you every day whether you are with your 5 yr old friends or your 16yr old friends.  To tell you that you are special and important and to make you feel you belong every day!  To make sure this is your safe haven of life and like your blankey you can always come home and know that there is a place here for you to warm up and feel goodness, strength, and to refresh your soul for a new day!

I vow to show you how to love who you are and find confidence in what you are.  Rejoice in your uniqueness.  Show the world that you are a bundle of awesomeness and the universe would not be right without you in it!  To show you love of others and how to be compassionate and respectful.  LOVE with all you are because tomorrow there may not be the chance.

But know this my sweet little one.....no matter how much the world changes around us I can still see that sweet little face the day you were born!  I can still smell the sweetness of your hair and the instant love the moment I saw your beautiful face!  No matter how old I am I will remember kissing your lips for the first time, and the joy that radiated through my body the first moment I held you.  YOU are still my baby! ♥